I took it down.
Yes – this is the first time that I have deleted a written For the Birds word. Several Words – actually. Words that, after publishing, made me kinda sick to my stomach. If you missed it, you’re lucky – but if not — I apologize. I am not going to do THAT anymore. And, by that, I mean write weird cryptic empty thoughts about the THINGS that land me into a funk every once in a while. Things like “I am the most selfish person alive.”… and “I DON’T CARE”.
Because, even though this is all about me–which might still make me pretty selfish–I do care (insert big pounding heart). And many many many gobs of oozing love hugs to those that emailed me… I LOVE ALL OF YOU. sniff sniff. okay – now get off of me.
So what happened? Well – several things… things that I am not going to talk about at this particular time and place… because what is important is that THINGS can only get better… And with that, I promise this… Only fun. Only real. Only true. But never THAT.

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WHAT DID I MISS? Crap. I’ve been out of the loop…Tell me, tell me, tell me.
For reals? I thought it was lovely. I’m still sending you cartoon hearts, so there.
I didn’t see what you had written but damn, girl! If I took down every senseless ramble I ever wrote there’d be a whole lot of blank page over at my place
Glad you’re feeling better.
Now I want to know what I missed….harumph. I am stomping my feet right now!
Reply to all…. Dudes. It was bad. It was like verbal diahwahwah. It was a low moment. In the future… I will stay away from the keys in such a state of mind.It’s much better here… stuck up, oblivious and better than everyone else. Hang with me.